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Prelude
01.27.2009, 4:21
Filed under: AMOR, quotes
Finally i actually found something that
maybe just maybe could last for more than a second
it doesnt have to last for all of eternity
i just need it to last for as long as it can

For when it does die
i hope it ends with our friendship still in tact
it doesnt have to be as strong as it was
aslong as theres still a lil spark of it and it’ll be fine with me.
unlike those who came before.

I thought this too was once doom to fail
since i had so much evil intention
but now they seem to have faded away
i no longer have my cool facade 
which has always been my strongest weapon
never caring of what happens
and slides away with every evil doing
never being suspected it too.

it has been reduced to this small easily hurt being
which has never done an evil deed
but as easily as it got hurt
it also was easily filled with delight
pure innocent happiness

Who knew you could have such an impact
on someone once so strong and proud
but strip her of all that and find
that little child who was always there
just afraid of ever being seen and disliked

I should have never taken interest on you
Never to have made plans to get to know you
Never to have talked to you
Never to have seen you
Never let you open up to me
Never to have easily read you
&& To have never ever found out we were so alike in so many ways
Hardships,Feelings && even love

When I think of you
I see a bit of myself
Telling me not to harm your little pure heart
For it cannot take any more
And now ive seen your real heart
i had the oddest desire to fix it
even though not completely
just a few bits and pieces of it if i may
and when i do
there is a tiny spark of hope in my stone cold heart
that maybe just another maybe
it too could see a glimpse of the warm sunlight
it use to love so dearly
and by doing so it would also heal slowly
and go back to what it was once

I do not need any love to be returned
All i need a smile
and the 2 simple words
i think is the best way to show grattitude
‘Thank You’
and then we could go our seperate ways
only remembering things that were once were.
and yet walking away knowing that we could still grow without any regrets
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